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May 4, 2012


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Legit, for a long time I have been feeling like a total monster on this site because of being busy IRL and just being lazy and selfish I have been letting messages pile up and NOTES TOO ffffff
and here is honestly the real reason
for a long time now I have been feeling ashamed of myself, mostly because you guys are so amazing to me and so supportive and I have like nothing to give to you
I've been promising you this comic for YEARS, and I'm only just now getting on it. and now with starting I honestly feel like I don't deserve any of the praise I get until its up and started.
you guys are sooo good to me.
You guys motivate me, you guys help me out of sadness, you help me feel good about my artwork, about my progress through the years.
you may think I don't know you, but TRUST ME when I say that many of you guys who have stuck with me from the start, i recognize you guys immediately and always smile HUGE when you comment or fave.
I am flattered by every single comment I get, and everytime I see fanart I legit make noises and flail around like an idiot.
I also realized as of late I have been downplaying fanart I get as well because again, I feel as if I don't deserve it, and I'm also worried my friends are annoyed by my fan-attention and such but ya know what....
If someone takes the time to do me fanart, they have the right to have that stuff featured and shown to everyone because THEY ARE FUCKING AWESOME AND SO IS THEIR ART! <3
fer the record I have a folder on my computer with ever single fanart ever and I actually look through it when i'm sad and it cheers me up every single time. <3333333 you guys  <33333333
I really need to post more here for you guys, cause fgvbhnjmk
YOU GUYSSSS *shakes you all* ffffffffff<3333

I've been really weird mentally for a while.
I feel constantly judged by friends, and down on my art and worried about things I shouldn't worry about.
School didn't help either with the stress levels, and even now having to find a job is turning out interesting on the stress-o-meter
but guys
know that I love you all so much
you guys here on DA
you are what helped me become what I am now, and don't think for a second that I have ever fergotten that.
This comic is happening because of you guys.
I'm doing it for me, it's my story, but I swear I wouldn't have had the drive to do it without knowing you guys believed that one day I could.
I Love you and better yet
My characters love you <33333
Thank you All :hug:
  • Listening to: SMASH- 20th Century Fox Mambo
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awdontcryiloveu Featured By Owner May 8, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Vivz, Honestly you were probably the first artist i found on Devinatart that i truly thought there art was a master piece, and i still do your one of my top favorites, and if every loves you as much as i do we dont mid waiting, heck take up to 70 years to finish the comic if you want, because no matter how long you take we will always love you and your art, its all truly amazing! Some of your art has made me cry in the past that's how much i love it!! Dont ever think you need to apologize!! or else ill KARA-TAY CHOP YOU!! :iconspongebobxsandyplz:
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Aibonito22 Featured By Owner May 7, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
:icondragonspin1::icondragonspin2: I WUV YOU TOO!
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Deaniac Featured By Owner May 7, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Keep doing your thing! You're an inspiration to all of us. :D
CatnipPacket Featured By Owner May 6, 2012  Student Filmographer
Samiejojo Featured By Owner May 6, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
(:You are seriously an inspiration to many on here:) <3
invaderjinks Featured By Owner May 5, 2012  Student
this is just wow
cosmosgoddess13 Featured By Owner May 5, 2012
I have no words to express thanks and welcomes deserving of the smile this journal brought me XD

also, I agreed to your last journal as well. :3 I don't really get COMPARED to my sister, but we are contrasted in art styles XD when we do it ourselves, it gets funny
CuteCatastrophe Featured By Owner May 5, 2012  Student General Artist
I want to start by saying I know how you feel. Always worrying when there's no need. And always wondering if you're treating your friends right.. But I don't think you should worry at all. Besides, something like a web comic takes alot of time and effort. Take your time and do what you like and I'm sure we'll all love it!! And your an awesome artist!! One of the best I've ever seen.. I WISH I could do the things you can do ^^ I love you thiiiiiiiiiiiiisss much :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart:
Ad1er Featured By Owner May 5, 2012
love ya too! :heart:
well, I'm promising a comic for ages too for my watchers :XD: :iconfliptableplz:
real life is always 'problem' I know the stress because of school, getting offline because of it, I know it all x_x and I don't work yet.
your art is still really amazing and original :)
Damian-ZP-2 Featured By Owner May 5, 2012  Student Artist
Cool, you have the awesomest artwork ever and other people come up with cool ideas with your characters ,
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